Yes, you were spoiled by her.

Being loved without reservation, being indulged in all emotions, being allowed to be willful, being allowed to hurt, and being allowed to test in the most extreme ways. No matter how you stab her, she will not really resist and will not take back her love for you.

So you can be unscrupulous.

You know, no matter what you do, she will not push you away; you know, she is smarter than anyone, but she is willing to bow her head in front of you; you know, she is indifferent to everyone, but she is almost sickly to you. You are like a child who deliberately breaks his toy, wanting to see if it will break, wanting to see how tough it is, wanting to see if it will eventually leave itself.

But she doesn't.

She will pick up the pieces and fight them back over and over again, allowing you to break them again. She won't blame you, she won't blame you, she just still looks at you with those amber eyes, gentle, restrained, and with unbearable love.

That's why you will become more willful, worse, and more greedy.

Because you know, you will never lose her.